I saw that most people I encountered and helped didn’t realize that they suffered only because of the roles they decided to embody in life or the the opinions they would take in any situation. The truth was that everyone desperately searched for happiness and thought that if they had a loving partner or a child, or a million dollars, or a house by the sea, or the perfect body, or good health and no worries, then they would be happy. I even had a friend who said that balance was about having money, family and good health. Unfortunately, this does not resonate with my wisdom and realization that all this is temporary. And Life can, sometimes only for a second, bring you out of all this illusional balance which anyway will end one day, if not by something else, then at least with death. Death is another construct people would rather not think about, mostly because they do not understand it, or they think it is fearful or the end of everything.

I observed all this with compassion but also with an absolute certainty that I wanted to find the approach with which I could express a simple wisdom of Life that would help us go through the storms of life and at the same time lead us to the ocean of One and the Wisdom of the Absolute.

Thus, I found in the course of practice with people the shortest way to consciousness of our meaningless existence, which we constantly try to fill with meaning, most probably from our ignorance. Namely, that happiness in our dimension on earth is constantly to be horny (extremely excited) for life and to penetrate life every instant, regardless of what happens and the manifestations of the world. And not just have a family, money and good health.

Hence my first task was to find the words and wording, as this is a very primitive way of expression, and oftentimes one hundred individuals may have one hundred different interpretations of one and the same thing. Therefore, I would ask you, while you get familiar with our practices, if they resonate with you, give in to them, so that they help you.

Once we explain what Happiness is, which I discuss in my philosophy, it is time to say what the formula for happiness is in our temporal world of suffering. All that I discovered boils down to a single thing: CHOOSING TO BE WARRIORS AND NOT VICTIMS.

I would not accept a third option for a human being that exists in the world of forms and is made of 5 aggregates – form, feelings, perception, mental formation, and consciousness, which actually are totally impermanent but form what we call ‘I’, or more precisely, the conception of the Ego.

The World of Human Beings is woven from suffering that actually comes from Attachment to events, ideas, beings and so forth, all belonging to the vibrations of Life, in which nature is actually impermanent. The absurdity of all this is that we get attached in one non-binding world nonsupporting of attachment because of its impermanent character. And from this comes the delusion of Humans intrinsically looking for stability and permanence where there are none. Actually, Suffering is this constant dissatisfaction. All this comes from the Mind, which is a collection of consciousness, and which discriminates and determines thanks to a conception derived from past experiences, conditionalities or ideas that are but a tiny part of the Whole.

Actually it can be posited that we originate from a single idea of our parents. The Matrix of Cause/Effect Consciousness is like a pocket full of sugar drops, or a raffle – we are at the mercy of randomness and are in this maze of matrix programs, varieties, situations, forms, perceptions and concepts that swing us like a pendulum in a life of panic – a life with the real essence or reason very hard to grasp.

It is not easy with our stream of consciousness to describe the very deep character of the Sense of the Non-senseness, which sounds absurd. But if we even just start to think about it, it already awakens in us the code of awareness which can free us from ignorance.

Actually, we are not learning but trying to clean a dimmed mirror instead – a mirror which is flawless beneath the steamy layer, and we are all by design carriers of Wisdom and hold the key to freedom. All the techniques and practices I use are methods that can help us in an instant replace our Mind, constrained and rife with conditionalities, with Wisdom springing from the Absolute which is actually our Essence. And via this wisdom we can act in the World of Forms as Warriors who are aware that this is their only choice, as they are already placed in this War/Game and, regretfully or not, they simply have to act along until they awaken. Upon realizing all this and the meaninglessness of meaningfulness, it would be much easier to have an Aspiration for Enlightenment, which is the only way to Deliverance from the War of Life.

I hope I do not sound too fatalist, yet these are facts proven true over millions of years. And if you think about this, you will see that there is no way out, and even if we do not believe in afterlife and take it that death would ultimately resolve everything, those who come after us are nevertheless doomed to suffer too.

I do not expect people to believe what I write, yet if you find something from the Human and far-from-perfect logic in my words, please go ahead and practice, because this, and not knowledge or hearsay, will bring you to enlightenment.

Thank you for sharing and welcome to the path of Enlightenment.

Love and Light

Rozaliya